turning into dust. . .

So much to say. . . 

In a season of change--- 

all feels strange

looking down at my hands

my body

Is it truly

ME

?

I feel so lucky

So incredibly blessed 

To have the opportunities presented to me

Really really lucky

In everyday life, in the grind of work— and work is BUSY

too busy at times to sink into the rhythms of life, or feel like I can just sit back and relax

But 

Truly

We all have the power to rise above

Rise above 

those silly obstacles 

which truth be told 

are

all in the mind

Truly.

Come with me

On your personal, beautiful

journey 

bizarre convo of the day

I get to work exactly on time, breathless, having run (literally) from a voice acting gig for a game which ran late. 

At work, in the back office is a supervisor I’ve never met.

Me: Oh, hello!

Supervisor: Oh, hey! I think it’s our first time meeting?

Me: Yeah! I think so.

(we shake hands) 

I’m Kellie!

Supervisor: Oh! Kellie. . . .  Holway?

Me: Um, yes. . . 

Supervisor: Wow! I was just talking about you yesterday!

Me: (thoroughly confused) Wait. . . what do you mean??

A longish conversation ensued, inevitably turning to Black Mirror. But in the end, it turns out, we have a mutual friend who happened to mention me in conversation (possibly also having some Black Mirror connection) the day before.

I felt cool for a nano-second.

Tokyo with all it’s big city bravado, is truly the smallest world after all. 

Which way is up?*

What a strange year you were, 2017.

It was a year that found me in a delusional state.

1. I thought I had my love life figured out (in more ways than one) -

nope!

2.  So much work was coming my way that I became somewhat desensitized to it all. Also, NG.

3. I knew that something was up with me internally, and knew that I needed to make a change, and the end of the year was spent mostly prepping for that. A LOT of work, mostly packing to move to a new place and all that came with it, but I did it all of it solo. At the time, I just had to get the things done. . . but looking back on it now, I realize that it was a huge transition time for me, and I'm still in that time now. . . but I'm at the end of the tunnel now and able to see the light.

and on a positive note:

4. I realized JUST how much I love writing!

*Let's find the light together 2018!